Thursday 31 January 2013



oil skins 

parkas 



3.04 am misc notes/draft 

an arrow in the quiver 






a human face and burning piercing eyes that fixed themselves 
upon him as its wings stretched out over the mountainside, 
before sinking into the hillside and disappearing

build a beast or maybe look elsewhere  ... 

It’s not every day that you encounter a malevolent horse-man, 
a demonic horned cat, or a murderous vampire caterpillar 
in modern-day Britain, but as can be seen from the above accounts, 
it’s not beyond the realms of possibility

was abruptly immobilised by a beam of blue light, 
and then saw three decidedly futuristic robotic entities, who 
transported him inside the vessel. Here, he was subjected 
not only to the customary alien examination but also to a 
slide show of sorts, before being somewhat rudely 
ejected back into the street again, after which the craft disappeared

a featureless head shaped like a rugby ball standing erect on its tip, 
and equipped with a horizontal belt of blue mirror-like structures

terrors of the zoo form kind. Could it have been a pooka – Ireland’s evil supernatural goblin horse? beware of the big eyes. and was 
shocked to see a grotesque creature crouching on the floor 
to the left of her bed, glowing slightly in the darkness and gazing at her 
with what she considered to be an unblinking stare of outright evil and obscenity

its most striking feature were its huge eyes

She lay there, rendered immobile by its seemingly mocking, 
revolting stare for some time, before, with the onset 
of dawn, it slowly faded away, and the intense coldness that until 
then had filled the room vanished with it. Years later, she learned 
that her successor at the school also witnessed this entity, 
but in a different bedroom

this monstrous entity leaped down into the room below, 
but it vanished before it landed, so that only its 
spine-chilling yowl echoed in the shadows. He placed his finger on the house’s 
precise location on a map, only for his mind to be filled with swirling images of 
hate-filled cats and an image of a man about to hang himself. He made enquiries about this house, learning that others had seen the 
horned cat, and, significantly, that it had once been inhabited 
by a practitioner of black magic, who had sacrificed several cats 
during one foul ritual, but had become deranged, hanging himself 
from the top of the staircase. Pendragon concluded that the 
giant horned cat was an elemental, 
conjured into being by the restless, fury-fuelled ghosts of the slain cats

the phantasmal black dog, mirror of mnemosyne 
amarok witchy wolf waheela dog bear tiny ears and a  very thick tail 

‘tough-guy’ youths who have wept out loud when recalling their experiences there – telling of how they were knocked violently to the ground and assailed by what seemed to be an invisible wolf or dog snarling and snapping at their heads

wild, uninhabited area of swampland and scrubby pines
the ghost of a newborn or infant child who was murdered without ever having been christened. As a result, the child returns to earth as a niðagrísur, an apparition no bigger than a ball of yarn

They are not even very monstrous to look at, troll girls could even be exceptionally beautiful. However, they were magical, and "contrary" to humans. They lived under cliffs and mountains, they shunned steel, they feared thunder, were not Christian, and were cunning thieves. As shapeshifters they were most often seen as shadows, animals or balls of lightning perhaps
 and of course often they were invisible

It all sounds less like the grunge-associated trolls of yore that we all thought we knew, and more like the synopsis for a new slick fantasy movie

head of a badger, the limbs of a stag, a lion’s neck, breast, and tail as well as its bravery, a stature approaching that of a male ass coupled with the speed of a horse and the strength of a bull, plus an invulnerability to any weapon made of steel Most bizarre of all, however, was its extraordinarily wide mouth, which allegedly stretched right back to its ears in a thoroughly unnerving grin!

Just like the manticore, the leucrocuta was a man-eater, but was much more cunning, luring its victims out of their houses at night by calling their names in a 
perfect imitation of a human voice. Indeed, and again like the manticore, 
the leucrocuta was often claimed to be a shape-shifter, 
able to adopt human form in order to increase the success of its 
voice’s ability to draw its victims within reach of its deadly jaws






2.31am, 1.02.13.  misc notes/ © Lizarikk
00.59

a top down reorganisation 

bleating 

laser show

abseiling

thrust back into the limelight 



fugue  (fyg)
n.
1. Music An imitative polyphonic composition in which a theme or themes are stated successively in all of the voices of the contrapuntal structure.
2. Psychiatry A pathological amnesiac condition during which one is apparently conscious of one's actions but has no recollection of them after returning to a normal state. This condition, usually resulting from severe mental stress, may persist for as long as several months








31.02.13. 

4pm misc notes/draft



it ranked number one in terms of stimulants

athletes take great care to avoid such substances

the explosive chasm of a hit 

bombing the trenches

gliding majesty 

it wasn't easy to make breaks from set scrums 
the defense was not allowed to line up with the front row

attempting a scissors or dummy scissors 

he made the defence hesitate and then there was a gap 
he surged through with only the full back to beat 

a languid grace lissom and beautifully balanced 

persuading the ball to do his bidding 


************


a stirring fightback had them clinging on for a point at first whistle 

sensing a touchstone  

the response shaped up 

hauled themselves in a dramatic facing agonisingly close to a win
sparking a frenzy 


arriving before the deadline 

he's just bouncing them off 
a thumping header 
flighted a chip 

a stinging drive a deep free kick 

a rasping effort inches past the left post 

hooked a volley into the far corner from the left of the box 



bundling in the ball squeeze a space and slap a shot inside the near post 

mj reviews 


a wonderfully floated pass volleyed 

over the bar on the spin 


i saw a dead dog in the rubbish 

here is the work that stresses you having 
six men work under you 

a social explosion 

a safety valve 
being forced out of his home 

i moved here out of desperation 
i can't eat potential 

bribing them to an asphalt strip in the desert 
would be a wrench 

the economic boom 

characters standing on the columns 
of a democracy will obviously be antagonistic to each other 

universal conflicts when a story breaks heads have to fly 
struggling with the realities of her divorce 

and what do we bring to the table  .. 
commitment that thing you wanted to rebel agains 
why make a rule of it 

self medicating with alcohol 
standing in front of the camera whipping up a béarnaise sauce
bone in a neck and an good layer of fat


cuts of pulled belly rubbing the meat before  cooking 
sauced with contractiction  
brine the pork butt in a liquid smoke for an elusive whiff of charred smoke 
pour over a vinegar mop 


making a contrast between the rich pork and the tangy dressing 
a blast of heat to crisp up the fat 
followed by long slow cooking  

Rankin style 
stuffed into rolls with enough juice to run down your chin 
the potato needs to be breaking up so that you can fry it in the fat 
can work its way into the heart of the chip 

we are trying to create a membrane around the outside of the chip with the first fry 
chip lit 
a jagged musical dealing with the aftermath of serial killings 

struggle tussle no drip satin strimp paint 






a human face and burning piercing eyes that fixed themselves upon him as its wings stretched out over the mountainside, before sinking into the hillside and disappearing

build a beast 

or maybe look elsewhere  ... 




13.54

It’s not every day that you encounter a malevolent horse-man, a demonic horned cat, or a murderous vampire caterpillar in modern-day Britain, but as can be seen from the above accounts, it’s not beyond the realms of possibility

was abruptly immobilised by a beam of blue light, and then saw three decidedly futuristic robotic entities, who transported him inside the vessel

Here, he was subjected not only to the customary alien examination but also to a slide show of sorts, before being somewhat rudely ejected back into the street again, after which the craft disappeared

a featureless head shaped like a rugby ball standing erect on its tip, and equipped with a horizontal belt of blue mirror-like structures



misc draft/notes

sneezed 

when the fan hits the shit 

balconies 

************
this post has been interfered with 3.19, am, 31.0.13. 



terrors of the zoo form kind

Could it have been a pooka – Ireland’s evil supernatural goblin horse?

BEWARE OF BIG-EYES!

and was shocked to see a grotesque creature crouching on the floor to the left of her bed, glowing slightly in the darkness and gazing at her with what she considered to be an unblinking stare of outright evil and obscenity

 its most striking feature were its huge eyes

She lay there, rendered immobile by its seemingly mocking, revolting stare for some time, before, with the onset of dawn, it slowly faded away, and the intense coldness that until then had filled the room vanished with it. Years later, she learned that her successor at the school also witnessed this entity, but in a different bedroom

this monstrous entity leaped down into the room below, but it vanished before it landed, so that only its spine-chilling yowl echoed in the shadows. Leland consulted renowned clairvoyant John Pendragon, who placed his finger on the house’s precise location on a map, only for his mind to be filled with swirling images of hate-filled cats and an image of a man about to hang himself. Leland made enquiries about this house, learning that others had seen the horned cat, and, significantly, that it had once been inhabited by a practitioner of black magic, who had sacrificed several cats during one foul ritual, but had become deranged, hanging himself from the top of the staircase. Pendragon concluded that the giant horned cat was an elemental, conjured into being by the restless, fury-fuelled ghosts of the slain cats

the phantasmal black dog

mirror of mnemosyne 

amarok witchy wolf waheela dog bear 

tiny ears and a  very thick tail 

‘tough-guy’ youths who have wept out loud when recalling their experiences there – telling of how they were knocked violently to the ground and assailed by what seemed to be an invisible wolf or dog snarling and snapping at their heads

wild, uninhabited area of swampland and scrubby pines

The mera or mare pictured on the 11 króna stamp is the original nightmare - a monster that appears at night, often adopting the guise of a beautiful woman according to Faroese belief, and sits upon a sleeping person's body, suppressing their breathing as well as disturbing their sleep, stimulating evil, frightening dreams. Worse still, if it succeeds in inserting its long skeletally-slender fingers into the sleeper's mouth and counts all of their teeth, that person will die

the ghost of a newborn or infant child who was murdered without ever having been christened. As a result, the child returns to earth as a niðagrísur, an apparition no bigger than a ball of yarn

Despite its horrifying appearance, covered in seaweed and pebbles, the florutroll serves an important, beneficial function – by scaring children away from the beach, it shields them from the danger of drowning in the sea or being swept away in the raging waves and surf

slow-witted, hideously ugly, huge, hairy, and unclothed, living underground during the day and only emerging at night, liable to eat unwary humans if any strayed into their dark, forested domains, sometimes encountered lurking beneath bridges, and fated to turn to stone if caught above-ground by the first rays of the morning sun

They are not even very monstrous to look at, troll-girls especially could even be exceptionally beautiful. However, they were magical, and "contrary" to humans. They lived under cliffs and mountains, they shunned steel, they feared thunder, were not Christian, and were cunning thieves. As shapeshifters they were most often seen as shadows, animals or "balls of string" (ball-lightning perhaps), and of course often they were invisible

Troll societies bound by laws and gifted with language, the wearing of clothes, exceptionally beautiful troll maidens, and the ability to change into spheres of string or lightning? It all sounds less like the grunge-associated trolls of yore that we all thought we knew, and more like the synopsis for a new slick fantasy movie

A 19th-Century engraving of the enigmatic but seemingly extinct izcuintlipotzotli 
leucrocuta (also spelled ‘leucrocota’, ‘leucrocotta’, 'crocotta', and other variants). Sometimes confounded in bestiaries with the hyaena (whose spotted species has been given the zoological name Crocuta crocuta), , the true leucrocuta was believed to be the hybrid offspring of a male hyaena and a lioness, but exhibited various features not possessed by either of these creatures - such as its hoofed feet, and, instead of normal separate teeth, having only a single unbroken ridge of bone in each jaw, forming one long continuous tooth without any gum


head of a badger, the limbs of a stag, a lion’s neck, breast, and tail (as well as its bravery), a stature approaching that of a male ass coupled with the speed of a horse and the strength of a bull, plus an invulnerability to any weapon made of steel. Most bizarre of all, however, was its extraordinarily wide mouth, which allegedly stretched right back to its ears in a thoroughly unnerving grin!

Just like the manticore, the leucrocuta was a man-eater, but was much more cunning, luring its victims out of their houses at night by calling their names in a perfect imitation of a human voice. Indeed, and again like the manticore, the leucrocuta was often claimed to be a shape-shifter, able to adopt human form in order to increase the success of its voice’s ability to draw its victims within reach of its deadly jaws





22.45

I left things on his doorstep which she 

would steal by and snatch away ...  

23.20 


31.01.13. 13.52

it was like she gave him
something it would all go to her ... 





Wednesday 30 January 2013

2am

take your prick 

heated comments does that mean you can play this on outdoor seating areas 



misc notes/draft

tossing out propaganda

lugluglugluglug


let the cream rise to the top


**************

a Juliet balcony is part of an upper floor
where Rapunzel is held 
surrounded by a maze of thorns
snakes and barbed wire


a secret she is all too aware of ...  

*************

4.29am 

treasure island 

Some months later, Bones is visited by a mysterious sailor named Black Dog. Their meeting turns violent, Black Dog flees and Bones suffers a stroke. While Jim cares for him, Bones confesses that he was once the mate of the late notorious pirate, Captain Flint, and that his old crewmates want Bones' sea chest

Jim reflects that "I dare say he met his old wife, and perhaps still lives in comfort with her and Captain Flint [his parrot]. It is to be hoped so, I suppose, for his chances of comfort in another world are very small


*************
give a jerky performance










she has a job which involves
watching me work watching me play 
watching me chatting to friends watching me 
in rehab in therapy in my bedroom when i am going to
bed ... it watches my internet activity and the contents of my stereo

and what has the entity done to qualify for this role ? 




31.01.13.  00.36am  © Lizarikk, All Rights Reserved



******

**************


she sort of hurtles

at you with the zeal of co-dependent martyrdom ...





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my recommendations for mental health ...
keep it simple

recovery is boring don't try to liven it up to entertain the staff

leave things alone

fallow fields take years to recover some people will just sit in cafes chatting to friends ...

good old fashioned tea and sympathy ... from a professional who can take it , preferably one that is not mentally ill ...


professionals should be assessed for their progress with their own issues 

and their use of therapy for themselves .... there are ways of probing for this .... 










It gives you a chance to experience your body without the chronic tension that we normally impose on it


22.55

The dangers of [Ecstacy] have been greatly exaggerated. They mostly result from taking it in foolish ways, such as taking high doses, dancing all night and not drinking water in a hot, enclosed space

It produces a remarkable state of non-defensiveness and heart-openness, and I think that's a very useful thing for people to realize they've got that potential

internal freedom 

Bees drop to the ground after having nectar from certain orchards. Birds get drunk off berries and then fly into windows. After cats sniff certain plants they swing at imaginary objects. Certain range weeds will make cows shake, twitch, and stumble back for more. Elephants purposely get drunk on fermented fruits..."

he described the beauty of a bee while tripping outdoors 











duracell batteries

the sound a warped distortion buckling 

under the heaving aberration 



22.52

after they split up he
was more interested in the other geezer 


echoing flocks of nutmeg birds 




*****************

turtle meat 


19.17, 30.01.13. 

misc draft / notes 

wowtch 

watcha oh shit 
pileups and traffic jams 
Andrew Weil 

commitment the rule you want to break 
if you really wanted to stay ... 
John Lennon is dead 

the piano rolls like joyful thunder 
banging the hammers 
and you like totally forget you were supposed to meet someone 
he's starting to scare me now 
talk about sharp 

kerrraannngggg
balcony scenes with monsters 
he's just a fucking animal 










having a wang 

wowwwwaaaa
oooowwwwwaaaaa
wowwwowwwwowwww
wow ... ow ... ow ... woh 
waahhhh 

owa owa owa 
wayyyyy 
splurggggggge raaaaaaa
ach ach ach ach 
mmmmnnnnn 


misc draft 
14.20, 30.01.13. 

splaaaaattttt 
paaarrrrrrrr 
phtrrrrrrrrrrrrr
splutter cough choke 

suuuurrrgge woah 

ouch pfffft arrrrggg 

whine 

rrrraaaarrrrrrhhhggg 

rowwwwwww








Wednesday, 30 January 2013


13.48

misc notes/draft

mock turtle
your not john lennon
some like a mansion

doors monkeys
parking problems
when i was a boy
a yellow shark

knobheads
hydrogen sulphate
alien vampire creatures
knuckleduster
asphyxiate bar garotte

dance the garrotte
kill the noose
squeeze the retard
stuff the throttle valve 


dystopia
walloping a bully
crash bang wallop

the perfect sculpture
needs a coat of spray varnish
I was cured
made to sit on the sculpture
it rocked


rrrraaaarrrrrrhhhggg  
splutter cough choke


stripped of free will
parking problem . org
cars sitting unused on the street
Anger and rage: People fight, yell and scream over parking spaces

People circle the block cruising for parking
If you think you have a parking problem, flesh it out
the holiday Crush
Is it safe to bike? park and ride?





© Lizarikk
13.48

misc notes/draft 

mock turtle 
your not john lennon 
marylin manson lyrics

doors monkeys 
parking problems 
when i was a boy
yellow submarine 

knobheads
hydrogen sulphate 
alien vampire creatures
knuckleduster 
asphyxiate bar garotte 

dance the garrotte
kill the noose 
squeeze the retard
stuff the throttle valve 

dystopia
walloping a bully 
crash bang wallop 

the perfect sculpture 
needs a coat of spray varnish 
I was cured 

made to sit on the sculpture 
it rocked

stripped of free will 
parking problem . org
cars sitting unused on the street 
Anger and rage: People fight, yell and scream over parking spaces

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zjZg3YdLNOU

People circle the block cruising for parking
If you think you have a parking problem, flesh it out
the holiday Crush
Is it safe to bike? park and ride? 



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ai2ri-cH8sg







Tuesday 29 January 2013

00.22



pioglitazone 

spawning new terror suspects 


really big fish
an appalling offense
staked their reputation
malfeasance
smoking guns

eye-popping paragraph
a testosterone-addled wolf pack of traders, who only shrug after they screw up
cheers lads ...

why haven't we thrown those bureaucrats into the slammer for fixing the interest rate?!
got in a good lather about derivatives
so it's exceptionally hard to determine who was hurt, how much, and when
publicly accused of rigging it

juicy subjects for homegrown American prosecutions
getting really tough



21.06


she even wrote whole books and films about me 
for which i never even got a mention ... 

she did a review 
of me that i said she 
did not have permission for ... 
and so i gutted out the pulp ... some 
of it i didnt even bother to rewrite ... and 
that is what i intend to do with smugglers work ... 



20.53

and actually to prosecute me would be to acknowledge my
involvment in the material and to draw attention
to it so i think that is unlikely  ...  

what she means is that she wants to 
peep through my bedroom 
keyhole again ... 

and with my bladder 
infection and that talk about desperate ... 
and how am I the rich? yesterday she wrote 
a review about my peers in mental health rehab ... 










20.04

misc notes/draft 

tested to destruction
the bitter experience 
bitter lemon 

spawned the recession 
the snake oil economy 

flatlining
inflexion point 
clustered polished
the opportunities are arresting 
steal a march
smell the growth
applying the defibrillator paddles to the economy

the boldest measures are the safest .. . chundie chits 

bringing to bear a pressure on the minister 

is the economy a conscious being? 

braced for a surge 

box sets to mop up what we've missed ... 
a ravishing film ... 

head to head 

a bewildering profusion of options 
a struggle far more brutal 

all swell that end swell 









and he was quite good looking too ...

she felt she 
had to go back to him 
they threatened to put her 
in a mental hospital to drug her 
and to subject her to untold corporal horrors .... 






19.14, 29.01.13.